blech

well, this week has been a complete waste. didn't go to work, told them today i was going to quit. i mean, i couldn't get out of bed all week to get there, seems that's a sign of some sort. or maybe not, i don't feel like doing anything. i kept telling myself i wouldn't let turning 30 beat me down, but it did. too old to enter the met competition now. too old for quite a few competitions for that matter. i don't look that old (right?), but they always ask for proof. ;D rrrraaaarrrrrr. i don't want to be an accountant, don't want to be in a corner the rest of my working life. at least not yet. but maybe it's time to grow up.