what to do, what to do....

so i got next to no sleep last night, about 3-3 1/2 hours by my calculations. didn't even take a nap today. RTO was here for a good part of the day since he has drill this weekend and had to be there this evening (i forget how long the drive is, couple of hours? hour and a half?) anyway, i told him before he left that i've just been feeling weird all day, like i'm anxious about something happening. he said, "well, they're waiting for the pope to die" i don't think the pope would make me too anxious, maybe it's just the lack of sleep.

but i had a good lesson today, probably could have been better if i wasn't so tired. feel like i'm getting more comfortable with my technique. yeah, that's it. well, i've got another chorus audition in about a month (i better check that, it seems a long way off, particulary when the primary date (date for people that don't have conflicts) is next weekend.) and it might actually pay, though i figure with the current price o' gas i'll break even. but i'm getting ahead of myself.

i'm thinking i probably won't sleep any better tonight. probably won't sing the wedding, i don't know any of the stuff we're doing, and i doubt i'd pick it up very quickly severely sleep deprived. or it's just that i'd rather not leave the house if it's "optional".