*sigh*

i think i'm just generally hitting an angry stretch. i mean, yeah, who'da thunk? rto's gone, just wrapped up a show, really nebulous future thing going on here. i keep trying to convince myself i really am easy going about things, no really, i am! but i'm back to yelling at the tv and radio, but can't bring myself to shut them off. plan all kinds of ranty posts and then think, "no, that's not me, i'm nice and polite" and i wouldn't want to deal with any kind of negative response. so perhaps i should shift to pure cat blogging. bwa haha ha haaaaa. could just be sleep deprivation. i think there's a lot of that going around.