so about a month between posts. yay!

I've actually finished 2 books since last I posted, but with using the tablet, it's not very convenient to post.  Work is finally picking up for the new year. no more trying to stretch out what should take an hour into half the day.  haven't exercised much the last couple weeks. getting up early for it is kinda hard and I seem to need more sleep than I'm getting, which is kinda discouraging. 

Albert has not been doing well the last few weeks, we've tried giving him eye drops and antibiotics and steroids and his eye just keeps looking worse.  So we're getting referred to a specialist.  Hoping things will move tomorrow on that front cause he's getting really pathetic. He doesn't act like it bothers him really , but his sniffling is getting bad. Like, I don't know how he sleeps bad.

everyone else is fine, I suppose I may or may not be. a little disturbed that I cratered this week while RTO was gone and then it all came out at the psychiatrist's office.  so I'm going back in a month and I probably need to find a therapist. just don't see how that fits in with working and sleeping and eating.