Sunday, July 10, 2005

i only THOUGHT i wasn't doing so great....

you know they always say, "don't quit taking your medication just because you feel better". i always thought "well, duh!" i quit because i was feeling like crap so what was the point? i'm starting to wonder about that decision. i've been finding myself extra annoyed about things the last few days. slept a good chunk of today, til rto got back from durant. i can cry at the drop of a hat now. puppy stepped on me, i bawled. (though my toes ARE bruised now) the place is a mess, which could be a contibuting factor, but i'm not motivated to pick it up. (story of my life) just haven't felt like doing anything. or it could just be temporary and i'm making it worse by worrying about it. stupid mutant brain.