just what i need as i'm staring down a year and a half on my own.....

yesterday, i'm in the shower, rto is somewhere, probably eating breakfast, yeah, that's it. anyhoo, i turn around and he's RIGHT THERE IN MY FACE! i jumped.

yeah, cause i can't tell you how paranoid i get already just washing my face at night when he's gone. the water's running, i can't hear..... so now i'm going to close my eyes so i don't get soap in them. yeah.... sure.